JessMou - I don't know how long I can keep it up

Been up for 3 hours doing nothing!! In 2 ½ the bus will be leaving to Stockholm.. I really hope it turns out as good as last year. I'll be back tomorrow.. gosh 10 hour road trip, maybe I should bring my books. Got finals in maths on Monday and I havent even opened the book. BTW I got an A as a final grade in arabic! Can you believe that?!

There's only 26 days left until summer and I really hope I can keep it up until then. It's been so hard lately, but since Ive always been a fighter and on top I cant lower people's expectations on me. I was the one who set the bar that high... too high. Always reaching for the top is exhausting, but its a part of me and I dont think I know how to give it up.

I should propably get going before I get a bitchslap or something..This blogging thing hasnt been going well and I have my personal reasons for this longterm break. If I start again I will eventually move it from here to wordpress. That way Ill have more control over my blog.

Have a nice weekend people and stay safe !