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15 maj 2010
What do you do when you love someone and they have hurt you but you still want them in your life though they havent gained your trust? You want to forgive them, but youre just not ready to let go of everything thats been bothering you for so long.. You tell them that everything is allright, but is it? They say that Amor Vincit Omnia, I really hope it does because Ive been there done that.. dont want to go back there unless i know somethings gonna change ...
Yesterday was a nice chill day, didn't appreciate those days before, but somehow they are not boring anymore. Quality time with family and family friends, my cousin Nancy came from SKövde and we had a movies night with Tina. We watched Crank, beuh it shouldnt be classified as a movie.
Everything was so surreal! GTA combined with CS and a lot of prostituted and an Immortal man, WTF??
Im glad I downloaded Vampire Diaries, really people, I had my hopes up for Crank, turned out to be one of the most weird movies Ive seen.. not worse than the Oxford Murders but Id place it in the same cathegory.
Ive been having second thoughts, and I cant shut my brain down.. Havent even studied for over a week ! :S
I need to learn how to shut everything out, feelings, people, hate, love.. just everything!! Because if I dont I will so regret it next year, I have to be able to concentrate.. maybe I should take a nap and give my books a try later.
XOXO
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